Blame the Weather

Blame everything on the weather. That's what I learned in Canada during one decade stay there.And I strongly believe that it is quite true since I am feeling rather smug despite all those things that run through my mind (see previous days). And then I have got something to look forward to soon. I feel like I am there already. Still need to make plans and figure out what I want to do over there this time. But just the thought of it makes me smirk (not smile) a bit.OK, perhaps I am still daydreaming but I am getting things sorted out and understanding a bit better what I am good at (a lot of contemplation was invovled last night while watching some Japanese horror movie in my room with all lights out).

I showed this photo (taken in January in Tokyo) to a few friends last week and they all said that it didn't look like me. Well, I know why they said what they said. It was me but I was in some other place doing and surrounded by things I love. I really feel that this photo proves that I am not always keen on ranting. However, there's also another question that I need to ask myself upon seeing this photo again. How is that I manage to look like so at ease and if one will, happy in this photo? How am I supposed to be like this everyday? OK, fine, there are two questions yet they are equally important.I suppose I don't know the real answers myself, which means I don't know a solution which'll last longer than a couple of days.