Edina's Suggestion - Stupidity Tax

Don't know what to write anymore. But lately very pissed off and tired of living... in Taiwan. The people are more annoying than ever and I felt like I might commit a mass killing soon by ridding off all the stupid people.

That always reminds me of that one line from AbFab: "Why not just tax the stupid people?" It's true. I sincerely believe in that. One of the reasons I am not happy with myself is the fact that I'm surrounded by all the stupid people (yes, I am not blaming myself for once so give me this break here and now). Perhaps a long over-due holiday is what I need; but where to go? what to do when I'm on holiday? I lost it. I have lost who I used to be after started working. I do need help and I am getting it at the moment. Yet it doesn't seem quite enough. I don't know. Who'd have thought that I'd get to this point. I was actually considering writing something I called "The Perfect Suicide Note" just for the hell of it. But I realised that I don't know how to do that so I gave up. See, can't even do something as simple as that. This is probably the exhaustion talking. No matter, it is still me talking. Perhaps I should re-disappear. Why the hell do I get so depressed when I am not working? Bugger all.